I swear I'm not a demon, I swear I'm just a girl
I'm an untitled no one without purpose in this world
I swear I'm not the devil and I swear it on His name
Although he knows I'm faceless so my prayers are all in vain

I cry out to my Father "in Your hands my soul commends
Why do I feel forsaken when divinity can't end?
Why are my prayers unanswered and my loudest cries unheard?
Why did I walk in ignorance, so long remained unlearned?"

I came before my time and then I couldn't be snuffed out
Drowning in my mother's blood, it's like the Dark Lord's shout
Was echoing up from my throat, now I almost believe
That I'm the Whore of Babylon, the same that Hell concieved

I haven't sinned as bad as much as anyone I know
But I still feel so dirty like when charcoal stains the snow
I see now why they singled me out all my cursed days
It had nothing to do with being weird or just a phase

As humans who knew right from wrong they shunned me in their hearts
They knew it from my energy, no conversation starts
That I'm only a smudge upon the canvas of our lives
A faceless face, no name, no place, no reason to survive.

~end